A wonder, no wonder: I'm back! I think...

A wonder, no wonder

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I'm back! I think...

Oh okay. A whole sliew of people have posed the question: "Alson Tan! Why aren't you updating!?" It's not my fault! With the influx of exams, project deadlines and such, how could I let everything go and blog in their place? =)

I know that depression has been a sitting and brooding child in the corner of my mind lately. I do realise that it has been unlike me and it's been evident somewhat. I'd just like to dedicate this little piece of cyberspace to those that have been sticking with me, ignoring the depressed looks, talking and also, a big thanks to those select few who have been working so hard to get me back to me again. The irony of that situation: I didn't want to talk about anything to anyone about the matter. However, she called, talked about things that didn't concern me, things that had nothing to do with my situation. I became happier, slowly. Mel's right, how things can change so drastically in a day. "What a difference a day makes" sang Michael Buble. On hindsight, damn right it does. I've yet to find the reasons or find my true identity, but I realise now how much I've come to love being around people I care about.

To her, to Ari, Mel, Mark, Jo, DD: You know you feel the love from Als.

posted by The Als @ 6:03 pm

3 Comments:

At 12:52 am, Ying said…

Alamak.

My 'everything can change in a day' was in response to my breakup sia.

But well, I'm glad you are better now. :)

Sometimes, we need someone in whom we can clearly see ourselves in cos they reflect it for us to see. We don't know but they tell us, reaffirm us.

So, I'm haptchi for chew!

<3

P.S STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT
At 2:11 pm, Ariane said…

so love, alson! me is feelin' it!

and even when you don't say anything, at least you grunt! and me thinks it's a lovely sound coming from my forever grunting friend! cos basically it means, HE RESPONDS! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
At 2:32 am, The Als said…

So love hor? =)